A little something I wrote this past August after a life changing encounter with the Living God! He is Real and Alive!!

Coming out of hiding

A fire brews inside.
Uncontained love moving like stars in the night.

You bring me into the newness of all that You are.
Never truly believing.
Doubting and comparing.
I have run from Your Established Truth.

Your word, like a rock and a light to my path,
I have kept covered in fear of what I might truly see beyond the veil of my own existence.

Fear stole my heart from its rhythm.
Fear of the call, of wanting the call, of being the call,
of sounding the call, of failing the call.

But in Your goodness, You are to good to let this be in me.

The veil is pulled back.
I can see the technicolor of covenant arching over me.
Greens, blues, purples, reds, oranges, yellows
The rainbow of Your promise stands strong.

Now what?
Hide my tear filled face from You?

NO! I can't! I won't!
These tears are freedom and joy!
Life to my spirit and refreshing to my bones.

And with everlasting breath I shout...I AM ALIVE!!!!

And again, Your voice thundering in my soul, You call my name and again I arise.

The fear is gone.
Identity sets in.

Who am I apart from You?
For my strength and redemption are prostrate before You.

You are my source.
On Your word I meditate day and night. I take delight...
On Your Word.

So speak... even now for your child is listening.